I am feeling really scared and unsafe on this site right now. I tried to face it by a post in general called my perception but i recieved no replies.

I am very unsafe...and i dont like it at all...maybe i should leave for awhile..but i cant handle that....i dont know what to do and i need some support
I need someone...ANYONE ....to reply to this post...i feel very meh....I have lived with uncertainty all my life growing up with my abusers...this site was my saving grace and now im facing uncertainty....i need support...even if its just a hug...or a post with no words...i NEED something..i NEED a lifeline...anything...anyone...i need something to grab onto...please im begging you....im on my knees begging you guys...dont let me go through this anymore...please ill try harder....something...anything...I need you guys....a need a rope to hold on to...i need arms....something....please help me you guys....i need you ...please dont let me go back to these feelings...i am alright unsafe and unsure...and now im to the point of begging and promising to be better....this is all happening all over again....its memories coming all back. Please dont let me go back there. Im sorry for wasting your time, Love, Inny