I totally understand. It's what enticed me to go off my meds in March. But what goes up must come down and the down was terrible and full of psychosis even though I was back on meds at that point.
I'm manic now but managing because of geodon. And I'm unhappy because I can't concentrate on anything and I have a shitload of work to get done which won't get done because I'm too high...I have to say I miss being HYPOmanic. That's the best. But it just goes bad.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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