Hi, the last time I cut was about 6 years ago. Lately I have noticed my anxiety level going up and the urge to cut or hurt myself has returned. I have held off so far mainly because I am on blood thinners at the moment so my blood won't clot leaving me with a dangerous situation if I decide to cut.

I'm now 62 and don't know why this overwhelming feeling is coming over me again. I thought I was past wanting to hurt myself but I need something to take away the anxiety.

Sorry for rambling. Maybe by confessing it will help it go away.