I am very aware of my mood states but I have not always been. I could always tell the depression was there because I would start thinking people were saying horrible things about me behind my back...Christ now I see the paranoia...just great.
Anyway I suggest charting your mood every day in terms of numbers, not mood. I use a 1-10 scale. 1 is suicidal and/or active self harm. 10 is I believe I'm magical. Normal for me is 6. Five is just meh.
It might help you detect a pattern and you wouldn't have to label a mood state until afterward. Might help you be more insightful.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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