It's so sudden. I feel like I'm trapped inside my own skin!! I feel like I have to do something but I can't even focus on what i should be or want to be doing. I am obsessing on my relationship and taxing it. I can't stand to just be!!!! I don't know what to do and I truly feel nuts right now. Just threw all my dirty clothes at the wall in anger and looking for release and was screaming from frustration.

I am scared!!!! This is unbearable!!! I don't know where else to go but here???! No one can help me anyway because I have to help myself???? Oh my gosh this is unbearable.

How can I function in my life like this???? I have **** to do tomorrow!!!!! It's not fair and this sucks sucks sucks..... can't stop having tearful moments.