Ive had so much happen to me in the last two years its all overwhelming to think about. And most of it has happened just in the last month. My college is closing, I have lost my job, I cant afford my medical bills so I cant go to the pdoc to get medicine, I cant afford to care for my horse, who is my love of my life. My mom, who I live with might loose her job and we will loose out house and cars. I have not cut since September of last year, but today that might change. I am being triggered from everything that has happened to me all too suddenly and with short, short notice of it coming.