I never claim not to have any problems but most people think because I don't show my problem's - I have none or i'm being fake. Really, the case is - when i'm with someone else my focus is on them or what i'm doing and I don't choose to walk around wallowing in my pain. I cry at nights, I cut, I purge - whatever. But the joy I exude in the moment that you meet me is also a part of who I am. Making others happy, makes me happy. It's sad that it's not appreciated more really and that so many people are forced to succumb to way of the world instead of being allowed to be a light for those in the dark.