I think my wife is the best she just takes the moods like a pro. I know I hurt her sometimes with my unkind mouth that I can't seem to control. I've been married for 18 years too 3 different women. I know i'm a mess and hard to live with. I also have so many side effects that my sex life is almost dead. I still think about it all the time but, can't seem to perform my husbandry duties.