It's good to know I'm not the only one that feels like this... Arrg so frustrating! and like jena said, it's kinda come to the point where I don't know how to not hide it =\ It's only when I'm by myself everything comes pouring out.

I only have one more appt with the psychologist but I think I might *try* and bring this up anyway just for peace of mind. After that I'm being referred to some long term counselling. Crossing my fingers I somehow figure out how to be a decent patient