Good posts. Anxiety has so many forms and faces. The worst for me are just generalized feelings.
The feeling that something is terribly terribly wrong but I'm not sure what. Agitated misery.
The feeling that I've done something awful but I don't know what.
A feeling like unease about going out... but it goes way beyond uneasiness. I'm not sure I have a word for it. Dread but not quite.
I think you def have an anxiety problem. The absolute worst thing about anxiety is its ability to feed on itself and grow.
I think you should try something... just begin and see where it leads. Use meds as a last resort.