Right now, I am just done with being vulnerable. I think that my vulnerability bank is in the red, I have been too hurt whenever I was vulnerable with someone close........I just struggle so hard with it now.

Lol to someone chasing me and proving they deserve it. That thought has never entered my mind!

I do want to be my authentic self as often as I am able, and I am beginning to try....it just comes with pain, and fear, and emotion, so very much emotion. We'll both get there one day. Won't we?