Absolutely! This last hospitalization shocked my whole family because I was such a good actress. I only started to lose it completely five days before i went to the hospital but I was still trying.
I feel the need to do this because of how I grew up. If anything went wrong my mother would become a mess and I hated it and hated doing it to her so I just pretend nothing's wrong . I vowed to be more honest with my husband at least though.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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