My boyfriend and I have been together for about 8 months now, and our relationship has been wonderful so far. We have our problems like anyone else, but we are happy.

However I have one problem that I just cannot get over how hard I try. Whenever he goes to his mothers I instantly begin to feel suffocated with dread and unstable emotion. I absolutely do not like when he goes over there. Whenever he is there she always brings him down to a point where he questions everything, becomes severely depressed, and acts on emotion.

Because I'm human I'm a little selfish. Whenever he is there he hardly (if ever) talks to me. And if he happens to for a brief moment it's always negative. The entire time he is there I am extremely insecure and feel worthless and unwanted..alone even because when he is there he is never there for me when I need him.

.... I don't know what to do...

Advice, encouragement, and support is extremely appreciated
Thank you in advance for taking the time to read this.

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