atomicc........you are not useless! There have been more times than I can say where I've read your posts and felt relieved, that I was not alone in how I felt, that there was someone out there who understood, and could even offer words that gave me courage to try again....even when 'try again' meant 'start over....again'......

I know it hurts, how they treat you, and how they speak to you. But please be assured........they know absolutely nothing of what and who you are.

You are wonderful.