thank you. this is what i would like to do, just move on. but it's hard when it feels worse each time i see the guy, and then end up seeing him almost every day at work.

i have to work with him tonight, too. thankfully i will be working with someone else who can give me a ride home (and i'm sure he won't offer so that's good) but it's daunting. i'm torn in two because i want to go so i'll see him, but i don't want to go because, well, i'll see him. ugh.