thanks guys.

you know what, this may sound like me being a hypocrite after everything i say about my mum. but she is trying so hard to make amends. she has offered to pay to see pdoc privately. so i am going to do it. she obviously wants to say sorry in her way, which is good. i would love a proper relationship with her. she is v worried about me, so i have to learn to forgive and forget. at least i will be seeing someone soon. then i'll stop all the moaning and whinging.

thankyou all for being here. i might be some help once i get myself sorted lol.

love every single one of you. hugs

kerry (jinnyann) x0x0x0x