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Old May 03, 2014, 04:17 PM
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Originally Posted by unlockingsanity View Post
I have weekly therapy and it's hard to even get out of that pretend-everything-is-fine every single week. I mean, hello - wouldn't be going if there wasn't an issue, but I still feel awkward about sharing. This is after years of therapy
I got thrown out of two programs for that! They said I wasn't doing anything to help myself because I wouldn't use the groups for therApy. And I WANTED to...it would be like a vise would come up and choke me when I tried. I'm better at it now but still pretend around family. Trying to be honest with hubby is really difficult. But he deserves the truth...I don't want to end in hospital for the seriously humiliating number of times....
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