Coming to the conclusion that the people that I usually talk to on a daily to every other day basis either by text or call must be done with me and hate me when I haven't heard from anyone in days. I have been going over and over in my head everything I last said and did with them and realizing only afterwards how extra I was and no wonder they are backing away now. I knew that at some point this would happen, but I just didn't think it would happen so soon...I thought I was pacing myself pretty good as a friend. I'm just so needy..especially this past week after the traumatic even I have had happen..I just feel totally alone and really I need people now more than ever.

Just needed to get my feelings out