Ok, T just called back, but I was in an intake session with a client, so I couldn't answer my phone. I looked at my phone when it rang and it said "private number" so I knew it was him, and I knew I couldn't pick up the phone so I seriously almost threw up when it was ringing.

Sidony-- I do the same thing-- I change my tone so that I sound fine although I'm really flipping. Of course when I left him the message yesterday I told him I was doing well, but meanwhile my voice sounded almost as if I was in a great mood. Slight disconnect there.

So he left a message on my voicemail. I have to admit, it was almost as stupid as mine, so I feel a little better. He was like, "I'm getting back to you, but I'm not able to get anything besides your voicemail at this point." Duh. That's why you're leaving me a message. So he said that he will try to call me later today. He told me I could leave him another message, but he will try to call later. I'm going to leave a message just to let him know that I have clients until 12, and to call after that. OK, now I'm going to listen to the message sixty-seven more times because who cares how stupid it sounds, he could call and recite a nursery rhyme for all I care, it's still his voice.

Can this get any more drawn out? I left him a message Monday afternoon, now it's Tuesday morning, and I still haven't even gotten to speak with him, let alone ask for a session.