I am new here and this is my first post. I made the mistake of calling my Mom today when I was crying thinking that maybe she could support me through it. Boy was I wrong, she reemed me out telling me how I wasn't doing enough to help myself get better that there must be more that I could do, that my P-doc didn't know what he was talking about if he said there was no specific meds for what I have and that I must be on the wrong meds. And I must not be getting very good medical care. That I need to go to my couselling appts which I always do. She said it was up to me to figure out how to get better.
I don't get it why can she just do her job as a mother and love me and support me, instead of telling me that it's all my fault that I am the way I am. And that she has pretty much given up on me.
NeverBeenLoved
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