I do talk to her often. And I finally was able to forgive her for being human. I feel that was healing for both of us. Forgiveness is cutting loose the anchor that holds us captive with hatred and pointless misery. Lastly I finally forgave myself. I will own my mistakes, but I refuse to let them own me. I may never be happy, but I will be at peace with the person I am.
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Burning mud in my eyes blinding me from the truth
If it's a shadow in me the dark is a tidal wave inside of you
You've been taking communion
Getting drunk on your antidote
I'll save a seat next to me down below
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