Thanks for your help.Its just been so bad over the last year for me and my thinking abilities are getting worse.As i said earlier last year i was in full time employment,had my own home n was at the best point of my life,just met the girl of my dreams lol no anxiety or depression.I quit smoking cannabis after a 9 year habit n ive lost my job,home,girlfriend and lifestyle.I sleep all the time n have severe severe anxiety n depression.I fought i could beat it on my own, but iv got worse.Too proud too ask for help but ive got too a point where i cant bare life anymore.Im embarrassed and scared tbh if im like this for life, then this life aint worth living for me.