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Originally Posted by Phoenix1985
That's the thing though - it bothers me that he gets turned on by other chicks and then uses me to get off. I've had exes not able to get the job done with me and finished off jacking off to porn. I don't have nay interest whatsoever in other males, only him and I wish he felt the same. And he only ever looks at skinny chicks with perfect bodies and I'm not like that. He knows I hate my body. According to him its ok cos hecant touch them. But in my experience it doesnt stop them thinking about the better chiuck while using me!
I used to be alright, but more often it seems like the second theirs tits in a movie nothing else around him exists. I can't even get a response if I talk to him. and I'm trying to be alright with it but everytime I start getting their he does something to put me right back at square one, like his little ***** about wanting to look at other women.
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Sounds like a combination of many things here. Your mentioning of feeling used, added to the past relationships you've had. The past, is certainly worth addressing. It's amplifying everything. Never mind, your current bf's, inability to show regard for how and why this is hurting you.
Perhaps, gives a feeling that intimacy is lacking? Not of sexual nature, but emotional intimacy. Lack of compassion.
What lousy past experiences, you seem to have had. Seems like it's left an impression, internally.
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