wel....i went to work...and it sucked....the bookkeeper told me not to hate life and asked if i was going to make it.....i guess i looked sad....but the voices are talking....it hard to smile when thats going on....i wanted to leave onbreak but i stuck it thru....kept feeling paranoid and tried to fake smilemore....well T texted me to just breathe anditwill pass....then he texted at 9 to ask how it was going but i left my phone in the car....i got off at 10....and texted him but i think hes asleep....having a hard time ttakeing my meds.....just wanna go to bed and not deal wiht it