I looooves me some hypomania and am missing it right now, but the practical side of me knows what it cost to get me to this state of remission and I know better than to mess with my meds or otherwise induce hypomania. It would be one thing if it stopped there, but most times it turns on me and becomes a nasty, irritable, reckless, angry mania and NOBODY enjoys that. And the hangover that comes after the crash is unspeakable. It's so not worth it.