A negative event that I just can't seem to get out of my mind. The glances in my mind take my breath away. I have tried to write. I have tried to get to the bottom of it. Old fears and control issues seem to be a part of it. It got started and it is playing over and over and it should not be as bad as that. The situation is over. Trying to distract myself. That can help but I do suffer from obsessive repetitions. Trying makes it worse. Maybe someone else struggles like that.