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Old May 04, 2014, 02:06 AM
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Originally Posted by Sister Rags View Post
I think the best way to tell a therapist about "hiding" is to say the very words..."This is hard to talk about, but I think I am hiding some of the things I'm feeling..."
I said in another post on this thread that that's hard to do because they tend to not believe me... But I think I will try and push through that fear and do it anyway *fingers crossed*

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Originally Posted by Twigs92 View Post
All the time, only my sister really knows when something is wrong, and my mum. Its a nightmare as I'm really high functioning, if I miss anything no matter how bad, or up I feel it's normally a sign I'm not doing well. Because of that thought most people don't believe I'm ill because I internalise a lot of what I want to say. It's only when I'm really elevated and angry or euphoric that I can't filter what I say/do. So I'll appear normal, or a bit quiet and inside I'll want to be lying in my bed hiding from people, or leaving somewhere on a train, or SI, etc.

I was always paranoid about how high functioning I was, reading this and seeing others are like that makes me feel a bit better.
Yaaaassss! Feeling you on this, not much to add except I really relate to what you wrote Ha-ha my mum and sisters are also the ones to recognise somethings not up most of the time too. I guess because I live with them some stuff will come up unintentionally.