It's really good that you are seeing a psych. It sounds like your family situation has been really tough... I'm sorry you had to go through that but I'm glad it's looking up now.

I know it's a stupid pointless thing so say, but please don't starve yourself... I have witnessed people with eating disorders and you will be much more attractive (not to mention healthy) if you are at your naturally healthy body weight... being a skeleton will actually make you less attractive. I know getting over an eating disorder is not as simple as someone posting that to you on a forum but I'm being honest...

There is a self-harm and an eating disorder sub-forum here that I think you can get some good insight into those issues by posting there or just reading the posts. But I see you have made a lot of posts so hopefully you are already in those sub-forums getting support.

My problems are very different from yours but I have a lot of problems that I can barely cope with myself. Please try to take care of yourself and massive, over-poweringly-strong bear hugs to you