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Originally Posted by weirdguy
I'm a virgin 23-year-old male. I've never been in a relationship because I've never actively seeked out any, and I spend most of my time at home, so most of my socialization is done online.
Whenever I think about what kind of girlfriend I would want (or about a couple of people I've met online who I feel somewhat attracted to), I think about their sexual history. One of them had sex once and then done A LOT of things online. Another one had two sexual partners and countless number of "giving a hand" situations, as well as a lot of online-related things. Another one had two partners, one of them lasted for a couple of years. Etc..
Whenever I think about that, I find it utterly disgusting for some reason, and I hate it that I do. I get it that it's normal for people to have sex, even casual sex, even one-night stands - it's normal, but I still find it utterly disgusting. Not only that, but also when people had genuine relationships like mentioned above. What's wrong with me? I understand those things and yet I find it so disgusting, disgusting enough so that it could possibly even be a dealbreaker.
Please ask any questions if you need to.
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does the one, who had a long term relationship disgust you, as much?
Is the disgust, because of numbers?
Does this tie into morality? I'd
Err to ask, isn't more disturbing than disgusting? Are you left asking, where's self respect?
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