What's sad is the fact someone has to cry to feel any emotion at all. I am muted. I feel like my parents jsut are not seeing anything anymore. They are currently going through a divorce after 2.5 long painful years, of me screaming at them on the phone about not to kill themselves, or to not walk into the oncoming traffic on the highway. I now get chest pains and at the moment i have bad migraines and i am still expected to go and be the A student in year 11 and not care about anything about grades, parties and boys. But i don't. I feel i won't ever be loved. Is that silly? Am i insane or is it normal?