I just don't know what to do with myself. I feel completely off the wall and alienated from normalcy. My boyfriend tells me I'm dwelling on it and making it worse but it seems like I'm driven by these thoughts and just this underlying unease and fear.

I can relate to this I have been mulling about my predicament. I woke up very depressed. I do not know what to do with myself. But my daughter is here cleaning my house. So I am not alone.

Hang in there!