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I lied and told a boy I committed s______.

I presume you mean that you told him you were going to commit suicide. Do you realize that this action may have caused him to go off and commit suicide for real? It is truly devastating to lose a loved one to a death, especially to suicide, the guilt left on those behind is often too much to bear. Next time, just communcate that you do not want to be with them anymore. Take care.