I know the feeling and I am feeling it a lot lately. I am trying to manage my depression on my own now since the antidepressants do not go with my chemistry.

It is 80 degree's here and I am sitting on my porch my by myself. I have nobody in my community that I would even share my mental problems with. It is a small community. I had went and stayed at a girl friends house Friday night to Saturday eve. She is my only friend these days. Or any kind of escape from my lonely walls. We do not get to go out and have fun because she is pregnant and has 2 little kids. She is alone for now, no kids father around.

She accepts me how I am....I greatly appreciate her! But I am dying inside from loneliness. I can only spend so much time at her place because I cannot take the loud noise from the kids to long.

I am thinking that maybe I need to go to support groups in different communities to see if I can connect with any people my age (30s). I cannot sit here every season and be confined to myself. Hope you had a good time out