Well maybe there is a difference in bp ppl and sz ppl. But when I'm on the right meds I've never felt so stable. And stability for me feels odd. So now what I've decided is a little stability is what I should strive for. Like sleeping every night, not being extremely irritable or paranoid. But too much stability and I feel extremely bored, thus I think I'm over medicated. My psych nurse agrees with me.

I wish more pdocs knew about the info you have. Why do you think pdocs push meds so much. Is it their ties with big pharma?