Hi....I really lost my mind I thought i had a goverment implant inside my arm so I sliced it open I apparently then ran out side covered in my blood holding the knife yelling and screaming the neighbor who is best friends with my grandma called 911 then called her. they took me into the hospital and stiched my arm up my mom thought i was trying to kill myself she got me put in this mental hospital...it sucks they dont let me have any eletronical devices,but they do have these computers in the activity area im only allowed on here for 30 minutes though. at a time. I hate this i hate it i hate it sooooo much. its only for a week I think? ill have to check with my mom on that and i really don't want to talk to her atm. they restrained me and had me under suicide watch yesterday so afraid of being here paranoia is very high right now. REALLY don't want to be here I will try to get on here when I can.