I don't have specific triggers that bring the urges to the surface. It's the need to feel the cut, to see the scar, to see blood that drives my needs to cut often. It's like the only way i can process anything, it's the way i live, it's not triggered the way my anxiety is. Though there are times when it can be triggered.
Sorrt for the wording, my brain is in a muddle right now.
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