I really could use someone to talk to right now. I feel the wave of extreme emotion crashing right at the surface. I know it's going to overtake me soon. It has no trigger. There is no reason to suddenly be so sad, but I know this is the depression and I know I've been flying high lately.
I knew I had to crash. I always forget how bad it is and think "maybe I'm not so sick" then it hits and I'm lost in it.
I just want some company tonight.
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Allie
Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder.
I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress.
I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016 
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