I am a MESS! I cannot even do my online schooling! I am on my last year of my Bachelor's Degree and I am just throwing it away with depression! I have nothing on my mind but sadness, lonely, and crying crying crying! Everything is hurting me. The ONLY positive thing I have going for me was school and now I'm just wanting to cry than to focus on ANYTHING. I am tired of feeling worthless. I have no friends nothing. I have a 13 yr daughter that her birthday is soon and I cannot do nothing for her. She wont even call me or come and see me EVER. She stays with my parents....Am I that bad to be around?