I've been in the psych ward twice due to being suicidal...and worried I might harm myself. First time kind of sucked but the second time it felt like the doctors and staff actually listened to me more and where more helpful and it was a much nicer facility with decent food.

But yeah I've been feeling a bit off past couple days, like how I feel when my depression and other issues are starting to get too overwhelming...but I'm going to try not to worry too much about that just yet I'm just afraid of going into yet another major depressive episode with anxiety and PTSD crap but I know if I do I will have to consider hospitalization so I don't do anything stupid. But sometimes I can feel crappy for a couple days and get through it ok, but sometimes its a sign my mental state is getting out of control again.

People seem to get the impression you are 'better' when you get out and wont have to go back for mental reasons again...what they don't get though is sometimes things are reoccurring like sometimes my depression and other issues are more manageable and sometimes they aren't and different things can set that off.