Sam, I have been seeing a therapist that has been AMAZING with helping me... I am a perfectionist though. I talked with my t and she thinks that maybe my medication is not the best fit for me because its just amplifying all of my triggers. She also said that the ed could also play a role into how my medicine is affecting me. So I'm going to see my psychiatrist on wednesday to get all of that sorted out. Good news though... I managed to make it through the night without cutting (: