It is amazing, and it's also isolating. And frightening because I worry that my mind is unwell or that I'll develop dementia. Or that I have a seizure disorder and am not treating it. Also, with the sensation of being able to feel that everything is energized I also feel that everything is illusory...unreal, including myself. Spiritually, perhaps a profound state...having to live with it all of the time for the past many decades...a lot to carry. Tiring.