Hi I to am new here. I am a mom of 2, but my own mother was very difficult. She committed suicide when i was almost 19. Listen, we wont always get the response or support from those closest to us. Why that is i dont know, but when you need a specific response or you need someone to tell you its going to be okay look to a friend or someone you trust and knows you. Its not fair that you cant go to your mom for support maybe she just doesnt know what to say or how to say it?

hang in there!