<font color="purple"> ((((((( HUGS ))))))) ~ ~ ~ ~ ((((((( HUGS ))))))))) </font>
While I am not in this situation I did want to take the time to let you know that I care about you and the pain you are having to deal with over all this - Plus, while I do not know what you are feelings personally I do know of a person that is going thru this exact same thing (5 yrs) - and they too like you are suffering and trying to figure out what to do about it all...... they even have a child in this marriage.
I am not for sure why you married a guy or if you even knew that you were attracted to women more before you married, but the other person I was talking about said they married as to try and forget that they might be gay - almost hoping that it would change for them.
Please keep talking and maybe together we can help you locate your answer.
LoVe,
Rhapsody -