I came up an hour north to spend some time with my mom. Went and visited family last night as well. I'm just so frustrated. I feel like maybe my 3-4 weeks of "normalcy" may have been slightly hypo. My boyfriend said he thought I was all over the place and needed to slow down and focus on less things, so that sounds hypo.

Got another doc appt May 7. I just still feel the underlying panicky feeling and like I'm scared of the world and afraid I won't be able to cope. Frustration is the keyword right now. I'm just so tired of this roller coaster.