
May 05, 2014, 10:37 AM
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Member Since: Jul 2012
Location: Columbia,MO
Posts: 639
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i have spent such a long time in living with people that constantly due for me and just pretty much allowing it to happen that subconsciously I became irritated by it....I now exhibit my old DPD symptoms but also times of independent rebelling too.
i think what made some of this come to light is that my boyfriend of now almost a year is living with me in my house. Like most situations where SO move in its a mix of both good and bad....
I think somewhere in my mind I m afraid that....my DPD is going to come through again...because he wants to coddle me he wants me to feel special and not work as hard at home at some things....cause he is around. He is old fashioned in that he feels heavy lifting and such should be done by a man and not by a women....
which is kind of odd to me since i have done a fair deal of general labor like work before in the past so I am no stranger to heavy lifting.
Its funny in a way cause I would never have noticed my improvements of being less dependent and more independent if he had not shown up in the house. But what can I do to not slid into an old mind set of my personality at this point??
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Dx:OCD, AD/HD-C and ADD kinda both, General Anxiety Disorder, Separation Anxiety Disorder,Abandonment Anxiety, Cycothymic disorder, or mixed bipolar, Border Line Personality Disorder,Histonic Personality Disorder, Dependent Personality disorder, eating disorder
]Rx:Lamotrigine 25mg twice a day for my mood stablizer as well as I am on Escitalopram 10mg 1 daily, Buspirone 3 times daily 10mgs
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