I have become one of those cynical people that used to annoy me when I was a teenager. I keep wondering what one has to say or do to get someone to talk to them longer than 5 seconds. Voice their desire to end it all? Not annoy them? I don't know. People. Sick of a lot.

Depression is coming back. Relapse is getting closer. I don't care anymore. I am right back to where I was a year ago. Before it all fell apart. And I just. Do not have the energy to care.