I think anti-depressents are kinda like alcohol, you'll have to try it yourself to know what effect it has on you. I don't really know anything about alcohol but I've heard thats the case.

My first pills did nothing. My second type of pills caused bad sleep which faded overtime and reduced the risks of me getting into a loop of bad thoughts... so I guess it really did help. Then the bad sleep side effect returned...

So the third type of pills made me restless like hell... it was terrible... I lasted 3 days.. then I stopped taking them.

The fourth I think I am allergic too... it killed my appetite (really killed) and gave my hallucinations...I think.. I stopped taking them anyway..

So the second one seems the best so far.. but as you can see these medicinens really have different effects on people. Most pills have a "backside" but it might be better than being sad/depressed. Hope I didn't scare you.