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Originally Posted by wildflowerchild25
I don't want to start another thread but I have to put this out there. I feel like I'm being cosmically punished. That it's my penance to pay for being so horrible when I was young. What if it's one year for every year I ****ed up in? Then **** won't change until I'm 36.
I think that may be irrational.
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I've felt this way myself, because I was an extreme hellion for a long time and caused a whole lot of pain for other people. I never correlated it to years, but I think this may just be negative ideation talking in your head. They say you are what you think.
I can't say I'm perfect at practicing it, but I try... Instead of focussing on the bad things you did and that are happening, focus your thoughts on what you want and how you want it. It can't hurt and for me if it can give me a break from this negative reel that keeps trying to play in my head, I welcome it.
Big hugs girl.
