You strike me as a very strong person and I admire you so much. I don't have much in the way of physical problems, but the MI is such a huge pain in the ***. I can relate to you saying that you have to just keep trying and pretending that it isn't a big deal, when it really is!
I hear you. I feel you. I send out the most positive healing and uplifting energy I can muster in my heart to you Josie and I hope for a miracle for you. That being said, just know that we acknowledge that you are a hero. I think people who don't have MI or chronic conditions can't understand that.