So I talked to T. She wants me to start taking the serouqol because I need to slow down and sleep. She again said I was stable for about two months, besides the psychosis. She wrote down my days I'll be gone and hinted I may get a new pdoc within the week so s/he can see me. T did say currently I'm still functional but that can change quickly. She spent most of her time talking to my husband because I was off in " Lisa land".